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mother's day

.. i never really celebrate any special days such as: mothers day, fathers day, ..even new years.

hmm.. i just don't have the urge to make it special only on that day. and as for new year, my father's birthday is on 1st January. so, yeah, that solves it.

i think showing appreciation to your parents, that is something that u have to do all the time.

ofcourse there's a fun in having one day special for mommy or daddy. ..

:)

today is mother's day in indonesia. and Facebook is filled with poems, sweet words, reminder related to mother's day.

can not help but thinking about what is all about. and it brought me to think about my mom.

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my mother, ever since i was i child, has always been a busy and active woman.

she's talented in sooo many fields.

from haushalt like cooking, baking, pimping up our home with nice interior, ..untill doing bussines, working in the office, negotiating, lobby-ing..

she is my definiton if super woman.

living in a country where u can not really lean on anybody's kindness, raising three children(with my dad working all the hours), and working, too. it must not have been easy for her.

and yet sometimes i forgot all that and got in to another fight with her again and again.

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i'm married now. living far far faaaar away from my parents and family.

having children of my own, makes me realize things that i never known before.

i'm a mother myself now.

things that i always thought so mean from her become meaningful.

i understand her more..

i love her even more..

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Mom's small hands are soo fragile and soft.. she has this tiny fingers. .unlike mine ( i got it from my papabear, big and strong.. not verygirly hands)..

i held them hands, and think : "these are the hands that used to hold me, catch me, stroke my head when i cried, ..these were the hands of a young mother trying to make a living for her three children. these hands have become smaller than i cud remember. fragile. wrinkle. ...weak."

there are nothing i can do to repay all of those love.

except being a good daughter and pray.

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i love u, mom..

thank u for being a sweet friend, strict teacher, and loving mother for me..

*sb*

new desire...

semenjak ngambek sama baking dan cooking yang sempet gagal beruntun kemaren2.. i found myself making a star made of filz. itu loh.. kain felt alias flanel.
dengan bermodalkan sama sekali gak bisa jahit, dan have no idea what so ever, cuman nekat aja.. akhirnya jadi juga tuh bintang.

belum puas, abis itu bun2 bikin tas kecil, bahannya dari kemeja papao yang udah gak dipake... maksaaa banget pokoknya pengne nyoba hari itu juga..

i just followed a tutorial in Internet (alhamdulillaaaaah ada internet utk belajar apa aja). keliatannnya ribet, tapi setelah dijalanin satu demi satu step2nya, ternyata jadi jugaaa.. horeeeee!! ^^

hahahahaha... it doesn'T look professional at all. but i'm working my way there.

..

ternyata..... menjahit bisa punya efek yang sama dng baking (efek buat si bunbun tentunya).
menenangkan.. dan berantakan setelahnya.. hahahahhahaha..

dan setelah itu, bunbun seperti agak terobsesi.. browsing kesan kemari ttg jahit menjahit..
dreaming of having mesin jahit sendiri suatu saat nanti.. setelah prioritas2 lain yang tentunya lebih penting terbayarkan.. hiks. .


pengennnn banget coba bikin dress simple utk anak2.
ihhhh.. gatellllll tangannya pengen eksperimen.

walaupun, gak kebayang sama skali tehnik2nya..

bunbun reporting from the blog.

*wish me luck*

urge for writing

is there..

the stupid thing is that i keep on forgetting my user name and password combination... hahahahahaha..

plus,.. FaceBook has take over the most writing activity.

:)

how i want to update this blog.

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surprisingly, it's almost again the time for the year to change.
we're already in the cold-freezing-winter days of December.. waiting for holidays to come, yup, christmas holiday. which means.... soon is New Year.
hyaaa... !!!

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i've made some resolution for next year (hopefully this time will be fulfilled) :

* making driving license
* having an upgraded Deutsch Kurs
* learn how to sew
* help Nalea finish IQRA

bismillah.... :)


oh, and ofcourse :

* update the blog every now and then.. -____-


with luv,
bun

the fight

..somehow, i knew that it's coming. a storm.



...
everything was on the right track, ..sure, there were things to be fixed, but it wasn't about us. it's more like the things we have to sort or something..
we don't have a problem about being us.
alhamdulillah..

...
but it's coming and i can feel it.

even a cute cuddly nite and yummy romantic dinner can suddenly looked just like a yesterday. only a yesterday.

birds were chirping in the morning..
the talks were nice..

and still it's coming.

the boiled mind. the angry heat..

........

and i never..
never meant any of the things i said when we're in fight.
and i'm sorry.. and you're sorry too..

but, call me weird (didn't mean it literally), but i'm glad we had this fight storm coming over.

it made me realize even more, how i don't want things to become like that with u.


and the birds are chirping again..

this time the storm is over, the sky is sunny again.




*wof u*

renewing me

aaaaha... fuuuhhh *tiup dulu debu2 di blog*
hihihi, bagaimana iniiiihh!! knp tak kunjung juga rajin menulis..

aaaahhh..


kini bun datang lagi dng berbagai ide2baru (yang mudah2an terlaksana..)
gonna make it my birthday resolutions!!!

hyaaa!!! semangaaatt!! *riweuh sendiri*


update terus, demi masa depan memoriku yang sangat sangat low batt... :D




dear blog, maafkan aku yang selalu mengabaikanmuuuuu..

*semangat lagi, walau gak tau bertaha berapa lama kali ini*

i wanna go home..

A very close friend of mine texted me a few weeks ago. i could even hear her crying as i read the sms.
she - the same person that has said to me will get married next year -, has broke up with her 7 years boyfriend.

i tried to call her as soon as possible, but could only reach her the next day.

we didn't talk much. her voice sounded so heavy and tired from all the crying, and still she couldn't hold back the tears that kept on coming again and again.
i cried too. with her.

see, i know her since i was born. we grew up together. her mom and mine are siblings. and our souls are stronger than twins.. (i think).
i was there when she started dating this guy.
i was there to witness their cute relationship. and wishing for nothing more than for them to stay in love like it is, --

so yeah, i can somehow feel how she felt at that moment.
the difference for me is that, when i wake up in the morning, i have to get busy feeding those two little chubby Rabbits, my daughters, and take care of them, and be able to concentrate on other things, while she was stuck with her stranded feelings, and cudn't put her mind out of it.
she was really in pain.

i'm so much wishing to be there by her side.

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there r sooo many reasons why i want to fly home..
but the reasons why i couldn't go, are also very strong..

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i guess these are the consequences of living on another continent other than your homeland..
u can not easily grab those who u love dearly.
but on the other side, it shows u just how dearly they are for u.
and to have people you care about, who care about u too..
that alone is something to be thankful for.

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I'm sorry guys i cudn't be there.. but i'm "there" .. hihi..

i miss u all.. so sehr..


dedicated to all the people back home
.Mama,PapaBear,Abang,Adek,MbakUci,CammyDhut,Danisha(we haven't met but i love u already),MbakAde,GuriGuri,Omadit,Fie,deb,sin,Sarahku(theoneandonly),Gita,Gat2,Moy.

HiYaaaaAAa!!!

i'm back after five months ignoring the blog.
such a bad habit of mine.. but i will never give up the fight of blogging!!! ganbare!!

^^,

many things has happened mean while. T_T i was so sure i'm gonna memorize all those precious moments.. and yet, here i am, sitting in front of the monitor. wondering what to write.. hihihi..

but i remember some of the head lines:
.carefull with helping other people
.i got new friendsssss....!!! lovely sisterss!! ^^
.i gain weight !! (again)
.nalea and nara singing on stage
.i found some kicking recipes..
.3 close friends of mine got pregnant.. (>.<)
anddd.... i got a MowZie!

yup, that's all for the update now..
hauptsache, ich schreibe was... :P



have to update the blog urgently,,,, !!!!



mmmwah!!

friends are..

one of God's loving creation..

*i need to blabber now... u don't need to read this one*

... Dulu waktu gw kecil, waktu sd, gw sekolah di jakarta dan tinggal di bekasi.
Setiap hari dari pagi sampe malem lagi, gw ngabisin waktu di jalan.
kadang nunggu si mamah kerja sambil maen di rumah nenek, kali lain di rumah sodara, kali lainnya kursus.. never really had the time for any friendship.
untunnya gue punya sodara seumuran sama gue.. we were very close, until one day we have to split for some family issues..

Setiap malem waktu gue masih SD, sebelum tidur, mama selalu ngajarin utk baca doa dahulu. Dan gw selalu nambahin : "Ya Allah, aku pengeen punya temen. pengen disukain sama temen temen.."
i trully did that. every single nite.
mungkin karena rasa gak begitu diterima sama temen2 di sekolah. krn mungkin waktunya sendiri gak memungkinkan.. i was feeling so lonely.

Memasuki SMP, gw pindah sekolah ke bekasi. biar deket, kata bundaku. biar gue bisa punya aktifitas lain selain bolak balik jakarta-bekasi. hehe.
I have found my first bestfriend there.. her name is S.. I was soo happy and xcited. everything was soo new to me.
kita ngapa2in bareng. ke wc pun bareng.. istirahat bareng, pulang bareng, berenang bareng..
pokoknya semua pureness of friendship bareng.. :) she has become my bestfriend ever since.. mulai deh gue banyak temen2 laen, walaupun gak sedeket S. I met soo many kind-hearted person. and it seems like i was friends with soo many people. i was very happy.
dan teori gue tg persahabatan begitu simple.
u can find friends anywhere, and u can be friends with anyone..

mulai deh masuk SMA. krn gue sama S gak sekolah di SMA yang sama, kita udah mulai susah ketemu. makin jarang dan makin jarang, walaupun gak ngerubah kedeketan gue ma dia.
tapi itu ngebuka pintu2 yang lain... gue nemuin lagi orang2 yang worth to be called friends. together we experienced things.. bolos bareng salah satunya, hahaha..
Somehow, i felt secure.. i have what i always wanted.. friends.
my love life was not always been the prettiest, but that's fine cause i don'T have to face it alone.
I have my friends who encouraged me.
..
but as the years gone by, i've realized that my friendship theory is no longer true.
that we can not just be friends with just anyone. and we don't have to be friends with everyone.
some people just not find friendship as important as we might have.
that sometimes they said that they were your friends but they lied..

and so my prayer changed. I don't wish for having lots of friends anymore (of course i don't mind at all having them :) ), i just wish to have people, if not, a person, that is sincerely have me, as a friend. through thick and thin..

when people leave school and get ready to met their own life.. u can see which of them are still your bestpal.
sometimes even if u think u r ready for the worst thing, losing BF was never at all easy.
the bestfriend's definition has narrowed even more down.

i guess u can have lots of friends.. but not so many bestfriends..
coz bestfriends means responsibility, time, effort, understanding, cries, laughter, being there, accepting, trying, forgiving..
soo many emotion included inside. it is already in the package.
u can not really just play around.
u invest your love, time, and energy in there.

especially becoz of the time, that's why u can not have tooo many BF. how can u pamper them then?..

I can count my Bestfriends with my fingers. but they are more than enuf for me. they are equal with all the friends that u can collect in whole world.
they fulfil me. l'm soo blessed to have them.

being soo far away from 'em, can not be there physically, for them when they crying alone in the corner, for them when it's the hapiest day of their life,..to look at my mobile and smiles, to feel far but yet so close in heart.

makes me wonder, and doubt,. have i been a good friend all along..?
do i deserve their presence anyway?
Coz i'm sure i'm far away from being perfect friend.
and i'm not so sure I'm unreplaceable..

I really don'T know what i wanna say next.

it just that..

thank you.. for just being there.
I'm sorry for all my stupid acts.. again and again..
and, if u don't mind.. i want to keep u forever..




*till we old and wrinkle*





.your Best friend.

Merkel warum kein Wort, Kindermord ist Kindermord

Ini demo pertama Bunda.
Berbaris dengan puluhan orang lainya.. mengajukan ketidaksetujuan kami, terhadap ketidak adilan saudara2 kami. di Palestine.
Ribuan bayi, anak2, perempuan2, keluarga, dirampas hak hidupnya. terluka fisik dan mental. Dan dunia hanya terdiam menyaksikan.
Kami berbaris dan berparade, berharap hati2 yang beku akan menjadi hangat. Meneriakkan takbir dan berdoa, mengharap pertolonganNya.
Bunda juga baru pertama kali. Gak tau musti gimana2nya. Tapi it feels right, stand for something that u'r believing. gak ada satupun kata yang bisa Bun teriakin disana, krn setiap kali mau membuka mulut, air matanya akan terdorong keluar. sakit rasanya membayangkan nasib orang2 disana. Mungkin krn skr Bun udah punya anak2, jadi lebih kerasa aja.
Malu rasanya kalo ngeluh, sementara yang dikeluhkan gak seberapa dibanding apa yang terjadi sekarang.

Alloohummaghfir lilmu'miniina wal mu'minaat
Wal muslimiina wal muslimaat
Wa allif baina quluubihim
Wa ashlih dzaata bainahum
Wanshur 'Alaa 'Aduwwika wa'aduwwihim

Allohummal'in kafarota ahlil kitaabil ladziina
Yukadzibuuna rusulaka wayuqottiluuna auliyaa aka
Alloohumma khollif baina kalimaatihim
Wazalzil Aqdaamahum
Wa anzilbihim ba'sakalladzii layuroddu 'anil
qaumil mujrimiin

Bismillaahirrahmaan irrahiim
Allohumma innaanasta'iinuka

"Ya Allah ampunilah dosa kaum muslimin dan muslimat, mukminin dan mukminat,
Ya Allah jinakkan, satu padukan hati orang-orang muslimin,
Perbaikilah keadaan mereka,
Tolonglah kaum muslimin utuk melawan musuh-musuh- Mu, dan musuh-musuh mereka

Ya Allah, laknatlah orang-orang kafir yang mendustakan para RasulMu dan membunuh para kekasih-Mu!
Ya Allah cerai-beraikan kesatuan kata mereka!
Hancur leburkan kekuatan mereka!
Dan turunkanlah bencana-Mu yang tiada tertolak lagi untuk orang-orang yang penuh dengan dosa

Dengan menyebut nama-Mu ya Allah yang Maha Pengasih Maha Penyayang,
Ya Allah, sesungguhnya kami memohon perlindungan kepadaMu"

nalea nalea nalea nalea (4 )

Bun2's little girl is having her birthday today..
Dari mulai bangun pagi dia udah berkicau : "hari ini kakak ulang tahhun, lohhh.."
"hari ini kakak udah empat umulnyaa"
"Hari ini di Bullerbü(kindergartennya) kakak mau kasih pelmen dan coklat dan nyanyi sama2, temen kakak banyaaaak sekali"

Nalea kecil tampak sangat semangat menghadapi hari senin yang notabene hari ulang tahunnya.
udah dari bulan2 yang lalu dia terus nanya Bunda, "kok ulang tahun kakak lama banget sih bunda?"
hehe, sekarang akhirnya harinya tiba.. hihi.. dia semangat banget.

Sementara si Bun2 jadi mikiiiiiir mlulu kerjaannya akhir2 ini.
"hiks anakku cepat sekali besarnyaa.. udah 4 tahun aja..."
disisi lain
"alhamdulillahhh, Nalea tumbuh, sehat, cerdas danceria"
hmmm.. makin besar kayaknya tanggung jawab Bunda dititipin Nalea lucu.
Makin banyak yang harus dibekelin (termasuk bekel sekolah, hehe)
Makin harus hati2 bertindak dan berkata, karena si fotocopy mungil itu terus aktif..
Kata seorang sahabat, anak itu ibaratnya cd kosong. pure dan bersih. tergantung kita mau mengisinya dengan hal2 yang baik atau menyia2kan memorinya dengan hal yang...sia2. tergantung kita gimana menjaganya..
kembali lagi,.. yang paling berat adalah menjaga titipan Allah yang datang dengan fitrah.. untuk mengembalikannya lagi dalam keadaan fitrah..


... Nalea ku bukan bayi lagi. dia sudah menjadi "anak kecil" sekarang.
"Jadi anak shalihah ya, sayang... "


the birthday girl:

.Hijab.

Tuhan,..
terima kasih.
Kau mudahkan jalanku.
Kau bukakan pintu hati mereka untukku malam ini.
Ich bin überglucklich.


Malem ini terlontar juga pertanyaan itu dari Kakak iparku, Markus.. Pertanyaan yang sering aku cari jawaban yang tepatnya. I don't want to give the wrong answer.
Pertanyaan itu "Why do the woman in Islam have to wear Hijab?"
dan sahabat dr pertanyaan itu tentunya "Why only Woman, Why not Men too have to cover their head?"

hmm.. Gw bukan ahli fiqih, bukan ulama,..gw pemula, msh hrs banyak belajar. Gw masih awam.
Khawatir rasanya memberikan jawaban dengan enteng. Gw mau menunjukkan pada mereka Islam yang penuh kasih sayang. Bukan Islam yang selama ini dilihat dunia barat sebagai agama strik yang tidak masuk akal.

Gw bilang, Bayank manfaat dari pake jilbab, tapi itu bukan alesan kenapa aku pake jilbab.
Mereka terus bertanya, dimana di Alquran tertulis begitu, knp hanya suami yang bisa melihat aurat kita, laki2 pun bisa menjadi sex object, knp gw gak make dari dulu kenapa baru sekarang, dll..
Jujur, saat itu gw gak punya jawaban yang bikin diri gw ngerasa satisfied, dan obrolan pun beralih ke soal yang lain. Gue suka grogi kalo diminta jawab pertanyaan secara tiba2, suka jadinya tuh malah ´blank`, gitu loh.
Gw rasa, mereka juga gak mau ngebuat gue ngerasa tiba2 dipojokin dalam suasana makan malam, somehow, mereka berhenti bertanya.

Acara makan malam kami berjalan sangat hangat. Dengan istri dari kakak ipar gw, gw masih ngomongin soal hal lain. Like if there's nothing.
tapi gw msh ngerasa gak tenang. irgendwie, gw musti ngelurusin lagi jawaban gw. apa yang bisa gw jelasin sama mereka yang juga bisa masuk sama hati gue..

Ketika mereka pulang, gue baru sadar, apa yang sebenernya pengen gue ungkapin.
Gw pun ngirim sms ke Markus,..
kurang lebihnya gini sms nya:

"There's one more thing i need to say to you.
You know, when u love someone, you'll do everything for this special someone, right? And exactly that is how i feel with my God. I love my God soo much, that i want to do things that He's asking me to do.
For example like a Buddist who doesn't eat meat, he's doing it for his God. Probably we would think or ask, why does he do that for?
well, that's faith. we can't force people to have faith, nor u can take it away from them.
the faith is in u.
I wear hijab because of my God only, and all the other things is only side effects.
I am fully aware that it is not easy for Muslima to show their Identity here in Germany.
But i hope my family (you all) will accept me and my decison.
thank u for reading, maybe u don't even need such long explanation from me, hehe.. good nite. "

Gw gak mau nungguin jawaban sms nya,.. Gw gak berpikir dia tertarik dengan semua penjelasan gw di sms. Tapi gw ngerasa lebih lega dengan jawaban gw. mungkin bukan penjelasan yang super nice, tapi itu yang gw rasain. Gw ngerasa lebih.. hmm.. apa ya .. "honest". itu yang gue rasa.

2 menit-an abis gw taro hp, sms alert nya bunyi.. Deg2an sama apa yang bakal gw baca. tapi penasaran, jadi gw buka cepet2 tuh hp, hehe.

"Thank you for your effort to explain about all this to me. Now i finally understand why u wear hijab. I am so happy to have you in Our Family. drive home safely. :) "

Sebenernya gw udah siap2 nerima jawaban cuek, atau pertanyaan lagi, atau gak nerima jawaban sama sekali..

But that sms really makes me feel soo relieve and thankful.
It's not like I need their permission to wear Hijab, but that they're supporting or atleast accepting it, helps a lot.
it means a lot..

Alhamdulillah.



Good nite, everyone..

I hope your new year begins with something wonderful, too..


:BUn:

Selamat Tahun Baru Muharram 1430 Hijriyah ..

Waktunya bebenah, .. merapikan lagi rencana2 yang tertinggal di laci meja, memohon ampunanNya atas segala khilaf, menguatkan hati, dan yang ttidak boleh terlupa : tuk selalu bersyukur.

Daiyeri Bun2 mengucapkan Selamat menyambut tahun baru Muharram 1430 H.

ps: udah ada reseolusi taun barunya belom?

Pelangi ku bernyanyi..

Udah telat mau ngepost ini, tapi, better late than nothing. Soalnya kalo nge post, biasanya telat mulu, nanti blognya kosong. hehe

Jadi,.. tgl 13 desember 2008 kemaren, ada acara Kaffetafel DIG(Deutsche-Indonesische Gesselschaft) di Braunschweig.
seperti judulnya, acaranya memang cukup sederhana. dalam rangka mempererat tali silaturahmi warga indonesia dan jerman disini, kita ngadain acara tahunan gitu.
dan kali ini giliran orang indo yang ngisi acara.
Kebanyakan yang ngisi acara seni2 Indonesianya datang dari Hamburg.
ada tari merak,, ramayana, jaipong,.. hiks.. jadi kangen pulang.

Untuk lebih memeriahkan acara, anak2 pun diminta ngisi acara, nyanyi2 lagu.

Bun2 mikirnya, mm..Nalea emang suka banget nyanyi walaupun dia introvert, tapi kalo nyanyi di depan banyak orang, mau gak ya..
tapi akhirnya dicobain aja. Toh dia gak nyanyi sendiri. Temannya: Kakak Melanie dan Shahia dan Nara, juga ikut nyanyi bersama.
Lagian, kalo dipikir2, anak2 toh lucu2 aja mau nyanyinya gimana pun..
hehe.

Setelah latihan bersama 2 kali (latihannya 5 menit maennya dua jam, akhirnya emak2nya aja yang ngosh2an, hehe), tibalah hari H..
jreng!!!

Anak2 dapat giliran nyanyi setelah jaipong dan pidato.. aduuh, agak mules. Anak yang mau nyanyi kok bundanya yang deg2an. hihi.
takut tiba2 moodnya anak2 berubah, makanya sedapat mungkin anak2 diperlakukan lembut sekali hr itu, biar gak ada masalah pas nyanyi.. hehe..

Akhirnya tiba giliran mereka bernyanyi,..Lagu Pelangi pun dikumandangkan.hehehehe.. kayaknya gedean suara lagu pengiringnya dibandingin suara anak2 yang nyanyi.. hehehehe.. jadi kayak lipsynk.
Yang nyanyi juga khirnya cuma kakak Melanie dan Nalea aja, Nara dan Shahia cembelut dengan setia disamping kiri dan kanan. :D

Rasanya banggaaaa banget. Senang, tau bahwa mereka belajar satu step lagi utk tidak takut berada di depan umum.


walopun Nara ketika nyanyi sering ngumpet dibalik kakak,.. hihi.
lucu2 aja..


siapa dulu dong bundanya.. hehe. /hmm

those big eyes

Papao, Bunda, Nalea, dan Nara duduk sama2 di tempat tidur sambil nonton dvd, sambil makan es potong..
seperti biasa, anak2 dapat jatahnya setengah aja, soalnya takut perutnya kedinginan.
Dan seperti biasa juga, es Papao paling duluan habis, disusul dengan Nara..
Nara melihat bunda dengan mata besarnya /please .. mm.. Bunda punya firasat aneh nih.. Bun2 pun memegang lebih erat lagi as potong Bunda dan bilang, "Nara, punya Nara kan tadi sudah habis. makan Esnya gak boleh banyak2, nanti sakit perut"
tetep Nara keukeuh ngerengek minta es potong. Sampe akhirnya dia duduk diam, ngambek.

Bunda pikir Nara udah iklas gitu loh..
tiba2 sambil ngeliat ke arah tivi, nara nyeletuk, "Bunda, kasian sekali.."
"Kasian siapa, sayang?", kata Bunda sambil ngeliat ke tivi, nyari adegan yang patut dikasihani.
"kasihan Nara.." kata Nara, masih liat ke tivi.
"Kenapa nara?" tanya Bunda lagi
"Kasian Nara, mau makan es.. "

Dwar!! bobol deh pertahannan Bun2, tapi tetep esnya dikurangin dulu sebelum dilengserkan ke Nara.. hehe..


haahh.. es potongku...

si kue doraemon..

Eh, Seneng banget deh.. masa ada yang rekomendasiin kuenya si Bun2 ke temn Bun2 yang anaknya mau ulang taun..Acaranya jg temen2 deket aja sih. tp tetep aja deg2an.

ihhhhh.. gimana gak seneng, kuenya Bun2 kan amatir banget. jadi kalo ada yang mesen, senengnya sampe kayak mau terbang rasanya /blush .. (hehe, berlebihan gak sih?)
Sebenernya sih, Bun2 gak tau bisa apa gak bikinin kue, selaen takut gagal (^_^), waktunya juga mefeth bangeth..
Acara ulang taunnya hr Minggu, tapi dia br bilang hr kamisnya. Dapurnya Bun2 lagi direnov, dan weekend itu udah fullbook janjian sama temen yang laen utk jagain babynya, Sabtunya kita semua musti keluar seharian krn kk dan Nara hrs nyanyi.
walhasil, bikin kue pas di hari H.

kenapa sih bun2 maksain banget?
Wong jarang2 ada yang mesen, masa sekalinya ada yang mesen ditolak? hehehe..
Walopun akhirnya kue itu jadi kado ulang taun alias gak mau dibayar (abis malu dibayar, kuenya masih jelek gitu), kayaknya tetep aja, bangga.


Jadi, malem minggunya Bun bikin cheesecake oreo.
Hr minggunya bikin kue ulang taun..
Gak tau ya, knp kalo waktu udah semakin mepet, kerja musti buru2, adaaaaaa aja yang salah. Alias ampir semuanya berjalan tak lancar.

Dimulai dengan bangun kesiangan krn abis begadang /shock .. Bun br bangun jam stg 10.. !!
Cheesecake nya salah naro, jadi kena air, walopun tetep enak sih. tp tetep saat itu gak bisa berpikir jernih, jadinya panik.com. /blur

Kuenya bingung mau bikin gimana.. krn empunya pesenan jg terserah2 aja. hmm.. jadi pengen nyoba2 yang laen. tp waktu gak cukup.
akhirnya Bun bikin chocolatecake dengan filling chocolate mint cream.
Bikin Filling juga gagal dulu pertamanya.. Krn buru2, Bun masukin adonan coklat cairnya kecepetan, gak nunggu dingin dulu.
Langsung deh, whipcreamnya... blup blup blup.. mencair.. OH Tidakkkk!!! /no
satu jam lagi udah musti berangkat..

hmm.. think2 think.. akhirnya Bun bikin whipcream lagi.. dikasuh parutan coklat mint, di mikser... hihihih,...
udah jadi fillingnya!!


satu jam lagi musti berangkat, kuenya dihiasnya gimana yaaaaa...
aduh.. emang amatir banget nih.. hihi..
bikin buttercream cepet2, bikin doraemon.. blepotan kesana kemari.. panik2, kang Nadeem ikutan dipanikin. :P

akhirnya jadi, si doraemon. Gak kayak Doraemon, tapi yang penting niat (GubRak!! udah desperate).

Abis bun cuma punya spluit satu, gede banget lagi lubangnya, jadi pas bikin doraemon, bleber kesana2 kemari. Plus gak pernah bikin buttercream alias percobaan pertama.
/sweat
Nekat bannget sih kalo dipikir2..

udah kuenya jadi harus langsung ciao. gak pake acara mandi dulu. UPS.. itu mustinya out of record.. hihi.

Mudah2an gak kapok minta dibikinin kue sama Bun.

Pelajaran hari ini:
1. segala sesuatu harus disiapin mateng2,.. gak lagi2 deh buru2 kayak gitu. hiks.. deg2annya, bow..

2. Beli spluit dan alat2 kue.. akan lebih ngebantu utk bikin kue.. hehehe

3. Nyoba2 hal baru di last minute? Mungkiin akan Bun2 lakukan lagi.. hehe, .. dasar..



pengen banget bisa bikin kue2... tapi kalo latihan, suka bingung siapa yang makannya... ..ada yang bersedia jadi tester?

gemes aja..

bunda gemeeeesss banget sama anak2 bulet yang pipinya bersemu merah dan gembil2, seperti apel yang ranum siap dipetik..

waktunya bobo,... Kakak baca doa'nya dan bilang kalo dia akan dijaga sama Allah dan mimpinya indah. hihi. senangnya si bun2 denger anaknya bisa ngomong kyk gitu.

"Nara cantiiikkk... nara anak siapa sih?" kt si bun2, mengajukan pertanyaan paling klise ke anaknya sendiri..

"aku anaknya si gembala " kt Nara, ngikutin lagunya Tasya..

huuuhhh.. gemesssss...

gak jelas ya, ceritanya? biarin dong.. ini kan lognya bun2..



heheheheee... udah gak jelas ngeyel lagi..

... buat srikandi..

Teruntuk Sang Srikandi yang bertarung kini.. untuk kebahagiannya nanti..
Srikandi yang siap terluka untuk sembuh..

Aku berperang bersamamu dari sini..


*be strong, fi*

____HePiyBerszDey MbAk Uciiii_________

Mbak Uci ku sayang,.. met ulang taun yaa.. kok kita gak jodoh banget sih..
aku telpon tengah malem gak diangkat (udah bobo ya?) padahal maksudnya pengen jadi yang pertama gitu deh.. begitu inget ada cammy kecil yang mungkin bakal ikut kebangun, gak dilanjutin usaha nelpon tengah malemnya..

Nelpon lagi siang2 biar bisa choir bareng Nalea dan Nara.. Udah nyanyi sambil teriak2, taunya gak jelas sambungannya.. huhuhuhu..
nelpon lagi gak bisa2,, huhuhuhu

mau sms udah telat lagi..

huaaaaaaaaa....


kolom ini milikmu, kakakku sayang.. :)

met ulang taun yaa. Smoga Allah terus menuntun hati mbak Uci biar lebih kuat lagi, lebih menyerah lagi, lebih penyayang lagi..
yr first birthday with camidut ya kan?
have a rockin' birthday, sexy mama.. hahahaha..

cuph dan peluk dari si chubby-chubby di jelman..


luv u..

nastar oh nastar...

Nyobain bikin nastar nih.. lagi pengeeeeeeeeeen banget makan nastar. tumben, padahal dulu di indo, gak segitunya sama si kue bulet2 kecil ini..

percobaan pertama : kebanyakan tepung. alhasil nastarnya jadi agak keras, walopun tetep enak ( enak apa udah pengen banget ya, jadi kerasa enak? hihi..)

percobaan kedua : tepung nya kzrang sedikit, jadinya cepet banget ancurnya.. hhuhu..

tapi enak kok..hehehe..
walau tampilannya harus dilatih lagi.. :D

introducing my Nastar to the world !!!! (apa sih..)

foto menyucul.